Week Four (after 1 week off)

Well this morning it was back to Casa Juan Diego after taking a week off because I had a Quant test. 


The day did not start out great because I woke up late and had to rush like crazy to get there on time (I was still ~5 minutes late). However, things picked up as soon as I arrived. Three doctors ended up volunteering today (usually there are only 1 or 2 max), so we were able to accept way more patients than usually, which was really exciting! Turning people away is always the hardest thing to do, so it was good to be able to offer care to so many people today.


I feel much more useful now than when I started because I understand the filing systems they use, I know where things belong, and I know what needs to be done and when. Because I am the only one who speaks no Spanish, I am glad that I have found a way to be productive and helpful from behind the scenes, even though I cannot directly interact with the patients. 


Sometimes it amazes me how much communication is non-verbal. I was able to assist 2 patients today, one needed to get into the restroom, and a little kid lost his toy. Even though we couldn't say words to each other (well they said words to me but I didn't understand) I was still able to communicate with them and help them out.


Today I was extra aware of not burdening others with my daily trials. I was up late studying for 2 quizzes today, so I was dragging a little. But I was aware that everyone else was probably as, if not more, tired as I was, so I kept reminding myself just to smile, and that I could sleep in tomorrow. I know that when I am a doctor I will often feel exhausted, but I must never make a patient feel as though they are a burden on me because I am too tired.


The doctors at the clinic simply amaze me. They are so sweet and kind to each patient...the mere fact that they wake up early every Friday to serve the underprivileged for absolutely no payment is so honorable. They all seem very humble and compassionate people. I know that when I am a doctor I will strive to emulate those characteristics.


Even though I'm always so tired when I'm going to Casa Juan Diego, as soon as I'm there I know that waking up early was worth it. :)